The Making (and Re-Making) of Ariadne auf Naxos- my college paper

November 21, 2009 at 6:41 am (History, Music)

This December will be my first time performing the role of Zerbinetta in its entirety, but I’ve known it was practically designed for me since I first laid eyes on it.  That’s why in college I wrote a music history paper on Ariadne auf Naxos. I can’t say its my best writing- I mean it was undergrad music history class in a conservatory, I wasn’t overly concerned with my prose (I probably spent 4 weeks reading and researching and then wrote the whole thing the night before)- but hopefully you can still get something out of it.  I’m not going to have my adult self fact-check my 2001-self’s research, but I’m pretty sure it’s right on.  So, enjoy!

The Making (and Re-Making) of Ariadne auf Naxos

In a letter to Richard Strauss, a letter discussing many operas and current projects, Hugo von Hofmannsthal mentions as an aside:

“…and by this I mean something important, not the thirty minute opera for small chamber orchestra which is as good as complete in my head; it is called Ariadne auf Naxos and is made up of a combination of heroic mythological figures in 18th-century costume with hooped skirts and ostrich feathers and, interwoven in it, characters from the commedia dell’arte, harlequins and scaramouches representing the buffo element which is throughout interwoven with the heroic…” (3/20/1911)

This concept was the beginning of the generation of Ariadne auf Naxos, a unique opera by Strauss and Hofmannsthal.  The process of creating this opera would be a difficult one for both librettist and composer, and would be drawn out over several years.  Originally conceived as incidental music and interludes for a Molière play, Ariadne later became a self-standing opera, following its relative failure throughout Germany.  Today it is a beloved piece in the standard opera repertoire.  But its history is troubled and messy.

Hofmannsthal originally wanted to create this piece as a tribute to Max Reinhardt, who was the director who premiered Der Rosenkavalier. He saw the Molière play Le Bourgeois Gentilhomme in France and decided that it would be perfect for the project.  The play has five interludes for ballet and song.  Hofmannsthal reworked the play to fit into two acts, and Strauss wrote the music for the interludes.  The highlight of the evening was to be the final “interlude.”  It was to be a performance that the main character had arranged for: a new opera, Ariadne auf Naxos. So the audience would watch the classic Molière comedy with incidental music, and then see the premier of a new opera by Richard Strauss worked into the play.

The Molière comedy dates from 1670.  It tells the story of a bourgeois (middle-class) man, Monsieur Jourdain, who is obsessed with being seen as a gentleman, a member of the upper class.  He makes a complete fool of himself, hiring music, dance, fencing, and philosophy instructors, having outrageous outfits made for himself, and attempting to court a Marchioness- all to the shame and embarrassment of his wife and daughter.  The action of the play involves a Count who flatters him to keep borrowing money from him, who is truly himself courting the Marchioness; his daughter, Lucile, who is in love with a bourgeois man, Cléonte, whom her father will not allow her to marry because he is not a gentleman (although the script makes it clear that he is truly in the same class as the Jourdain); and the maid, Nicole, who is in love with the Cléonte’s valet, Covielle.  Cléonte disguises himself as the “Son of the Grand Turk” (with Covielle as “translator”), in love with Lucile, who will promote M. Jourdain to a position of nobility in Turkish society and marry his daughter.  M. Jourdain undergoes a humiliating “initiation,” and agrees to the marriage.  At this point, the evening’s entertainment that M. Jourdain is sponsoring will take place.  This was to be the opera Ariadne auf Naxos, which Strauss and Hofmannsthal would write.

Strauss wasn’t very interested in this project at first.  He was looking forward to another collaboration they were planning, Die Frau ohne Schatten. He frequently brought it up in his letters, eagerly awaiting the completion of the libretto, as he found his other present work, such as symphonies, much duller.  But eventually Strauss as well became caught up in this exciting project.  When Hofmannsthal first sent him the libretto, Strauss’s reaction was not negative, but cool enough to offend Hofmannsthal.  The story of the opera is about the legend of Ariadne, a princess abandoned by her lover, Theseus, on the island of Naxos.  She is in extreme depression and awaits only death, but then the god Bacchus comes to her.  At first believing him to be death, she asks him to take her away.  They quickly fall in love.  This story is decorated by comic characters from the Commedia dell’arte, who try to cheer up Ariadne.  Strauss’s cold reception of the libretto inspired Hofmannsthal to explain the meaning behind the story.

“Zerbinetta is in her element drifting out of the arms of one man into the arms of another; Ariadne could be the wife or mistress of one man only, just as she can be only one man’s widow, can be forsaken by only one man.  One thing, however, is still left even for her: the miracle, the God.  To him she gives herself, for she believes him to be Death: he is both Death and Life at once; he it is who reveals to her the immeasurable depths in her own nature, who makes of her an enchantress, the sorceress who herself transforms the poor little Ariadne; he it is who conjures up for her in this world another world beyond, who preserves her for us and at the same time transforms her.

“But what to divine souls is a real miracle, is to the earth-bound nature of Zerbinetta just an every-day love affair.  She sees in Ariadne’s experience the only thing she can see: the exchange of an old lover for a new one.  And so these two spiritual worlds are in the end ironically brought together in the only way in which they can be brought together: in non-comprehension (7/1911).”

Strauss now understood the opera much more clearly and was better pleased with it.  But he warned Hofmannsthal that if he, the composer, couldn’t understand it right away, how could the public, and much less the critics?  For this reason, Hofmannsthal had the libretto published in a literary journal before the opera’s premiere.

The collaboration was taking off at last- but clashes between the two artists arose on every topic.  They had disagreements about characters, the ending, act divisions, and other assorted topics.  Hofmannsthal was often upset at Strauss’s suggestions, and Strauss had a hard time dealing with Hofmannsthal’s impractical temperament.  Some of the biggest arguments came not, however, over the content of the opera, but over its production.  Hofmannsthal was vehement about wanting Reinhardt to direct the opera.  In a lengthy letter to Strauss, he goes on and on about the subject:

“How am I to write a single line of Die Frau ohne Schatten if, over this affair, you not only upset my own relations with Max Reinhardt- and who, in the feverish world of the theatre, would ever get over a disappointment like that?- but face me with the certain prospect of having to abandon altogether every hope of Reinhardt’s assistance in the preparation of this future work; subtle and allergic to all routine as it is bound to be, and so of having to do without the very help I need about all else?…I beg of you, do not inflict on me this injury; do not injure us both, do not injure our relationship!… The subtly conceived exiguity of this play, these two groups acting beside each other in the narrowest space, this most careful calculation of each gesture, each step, the whole like a concert and at the  same time like a ballet- it will be lost, meaningless, a tattered rag in incompetent hands; only in Reinhardt’s, yours and mine, can it grow into a singing flower, the incarnation of dance (12/18/1911).”

Reinhardt was finally secured for the premiere.  But the location of the premiere was another problem to be worked out.  The original plan was to have it at the Deutsches Theater, but Strauss realized that the theatre would be inappropriate for the play-opera.  They considered many cities and finally decided on Stuttgart.  Hofmannsthal had objections, but not strong enough to convince Strauss, who saw no other possibilities.

After many cast changes, the show finally premiered in Stuttgart on October 25, 1912.  But the audience did not take kindly to the performance.  The theatre-going crowd didn’t know what to make of the opera, and the opera-lovers were unhappy about sitting through 2 hours of Molière before getting to the opera.  Critics were very hard on Hofmannsthal’s libretto.  One critic writes, “Hofmannsthal adds nothing to his fame by his mutilation of the Molière comedy and the weak libretto.  It is difficult to see wherein his fame is justified any how, for the Rosenkavalier libretto, too, has many objectionable features.  Strauss swears by him but the operatic world does not, and it, after all, has a weighty word to speak” (Finck 266).

Eventually, Strauss and Hofmannsthal decided that the only way to save their creation is to give it a complete reworking.   In 1913, they began to talk of a revision.  The original plan was to take the transition scene that Hofmannsthal had written between the play and the opera, and change it to secco recitative.  Instead, Hofmannsthal reworked the transition scene into a prologue.  They abandoned the Molière altogether, and instead the plot focused only on the opera performance.  The Prologue, extended from the original transition scene, now starred the Composer as the leading role.  The characters from the opera seria and the burlesque are informed at the last minute that their performances are to run simultaneously.  Zerbinetta, the lead comedienne, flirts with the composer, who agrees to the change in order to have his work performed.  The curtain closes on the Prologue just as the curtain is about to go up on the opera, with the composer furiously making cuts in his music at the last minute.  Then the opera itself is performed, much as planned, but without the comments thrown in by the Molière characters that were present in the original.  Some other changes are made- Zerbinetta’s virtuosic aria, for one, is considerably cut and simplified.  The opera was performed in this manner for the first time in 1916, and was much better received than the original version had been.

Today, the 1916 version is the only one that one is likely to see performed.  But some people prefer the 1912 version.  The two versions are so different that it is difficult to compare them.  This opera had a challenging formation, but Strauss and Hofmannsthal succeeded in what they set out to do: they made the piece succeed, and become a well-loved part of the standard repertoire, even to this day.

Bibliography

Finck, Henry T.  Richard Strauss: The Man and his Works. Lille, Brown & Company,              Boston, 1917.  Pg. 264-272.

Gilliam, Bryon.  The Life of Richard Strauss. Cambridge University Press, Cambridge, UK, 1999.  Pg. 96-101.

Hartmann, Rudolf.  Richard Strauss: The Staging of his Operas and Ballets. Oxford University Press, New York, 1981.  Pg. 90-107.

Kennedy, Michael.  Richard Strauss: Man, Musician, Enigma. Cambridge University Press, Cambridge, UK, 1999.  Pgs. 174-188.

Lehmann, Lotte.  Five Operas and Richard Strauss. The Macmillan Company, New York, 1964.  1-22.

Molière.  The Middle-Class Gentleman: A Translation of Le Bourgeois Gentilhomme. Trans. Herma Briffault.  Barron’s Educational Services, Inc., New York, 1957.

A Working Friendship: The Correspondance between Richard Strauss and Hugo von Hofmannsthal. Trans. Hanns Hammelmann and Ewald Osers.  Vienna House, New York, 1961.  Pg. 75-139, 152-153, 169-172, 241-250.

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Review in Street Voice UK Music Magazine

November 19, 2009 at 3:02 am (Uncategorized)

“AMANDA WHITE – Toyshop: Amanda White is more well known for her ties to opera scene but this venture into the rock scene is a welcome move though! What I like the most about this release is that Amanda manages to incorporate the opera sound into some of her vocals. This works really well and makes Amanda stand out from many of the female vocalist in rock doing the rounds today. The music is also well thought out and not predictable which holds your interest. Some really decent tracks on Toyshop and some of those include ‘Midnight Bride’, ‘Monica’s Getting Her Tits Done’, ‘The Sky Is Close’ and ‘A Carol’. This lady looks and sounds the part. I love what Amanda White is about and you will too!”

Thanks, Steve DIY!  Check out Street Voice UK Music Magazine here.

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CD Baby

November 12, 2009 at 3:43 am (Music) (, , , )

Hey all!  Great news. I’m finally on CDBaby.com!

Took long enough.  Basically, their website has been really buggy, at least lately.  (It’s my first time using them.)  They underwent some sort of redesign and haven’t got the kinks all worked out, so every time I would try to enter my album information I would get redirected to the same page, over and over.  I finally just called them and worked out the necessary stuff over the phone- although there are still some input fields I haven’t been able to fill out.  But all the important info is there.

You’d think that with such problems, I wouldn’t want to work with them.  But they are pretty much THE go-to site for independent (really independent, not fake independent) artists to sell their albums.  Plus they can get me on iTunes and Amazon (and then I can be on Pandora!!).

Other benefits?  Well, mostly I just feel more official now.  Like, there is an actual place people can buy my CD online from a company, not just sending me money via PayPal and trusting that I’ll mail them a CD.  And theoretically, people browsing CD Baby should stumble across my music and listen to it and want to buy it.

On the other hand, I still get a lot more money if people buy the album directly from me- either in person, or just ordering it off my website.  And for digital downloads, I get a lot more of the money if you order it off of my Bandcamp page.  But for that matter, I am drowning in CDs in my tiny apartment and would much rather unload them then people buy the digital version.  But whatever makes ya happy!  I’m always happy when someone buys my music.  Actually, you have no idea how happy I am.  Selling CDs is hard, and every single person who buys it makes me feel all fizzy like a soda pop. :)

Oh, and one last thing I almost forgot!!  The cool thing about my album being on CD Baby is that YOU GET TO REVIEW IT!!  As long as you have an account at CD Baby (which you DO… RIGHT?? You do support independent musicians and buy their albums, RIGHT?? o yeah you can make a wish list there too!!) you can write a review of Toyshop.  Hey, I don’t know who will read it or how much difference it will make, but being complimented in print is always a happy thing.

Just keep in mind, you’ll have to do this all over again when I get on Amazon!  Oh boy!

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Take the Toyshop personality quiz!!

November 11, 2009 at 6:04 am (Music) (, , , , , )

I had this idea to do something sooo blantantly idiodic and self-promotional, yet really fun and hilarious at the same time.

I made a Facebook quiz!!!

Which song from Toyshop are you???

I worked painstakingly on this tonight- started brainstorming ideas yesterday.  The app, Quiz Creator, was kind of a pain in the ass- at one point I thought I lost ALL my work, which was 3 hours worth of writing, most of which was not copied anywhere else- but it turned out I only lost HALF of it.

But I agonized over writing the results.  I really wanted answers that would hit home with people.  I know- it’s a stupid Facebook personality test, it has no weight in anything whatsoever- but I guess I’m just an overachiever, I took it really seriously!  I want to impress my friends. :)

I found really apt pictures for all the songs.  Interesting, because it did force me to stop and ask what my visual image was for each song, or how I would summarize it in one image.  I have a spooky cabin in the night sky for Midnight Bride, because I always imagine the lovers meeting at a summer cabin in the woods.  (“Way out here…”)  I have a fuzzy, dream-like image of a silhouetted guy standing under a willow tree for “Vision”- I guess that image always stuck in my mind, even though it’s just a toss-off line (“I had a vision of you standing by the willow tree”), written more for sound than for meaning.  Whereas other lines in the song are much more creative and interesting.  For Toyshop I have some really creepy-looking doll parts, for Monica I have a Successories parody poster called “Tits,” for ‘Kay I have a pair of hands streaming with blood, for “The Sky is Close” I have a silhouette of someone reaching for the blue sky, for “A Carol” I have a shining Christmas star, for “Snowshadow” I have snow in a lamplight- and again, that’s the visual image that I always get for that song, even though it’s one of the last lines.  And a good drawing of a hand reading for a more lightly-sketched hand, for “Pull Me Up”- I thought it represented well the idea of the girl in the song reaching for her dead mother.  Yeah, see, I don’t talk so much about what the songs are “about” because they are mostly non-narrative and all are non-autobiographical.  But I do have a lot of specific ideas in my head, at least visual.

So please take my quiz- and let me know what your results are!!!

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This is Your Life, Martin Bisi!

November 6, 2009 at 3:39 am (Music) (, , )

I call it that because I keep wanting the people from the albums to walk in the room and be like, “HEYYYY!  Martin!  Remember that time when we did that thing?  That was so sweet!!” or “What do you mean, you don’t remember my wife’s name!?”

This is an auto-retrospective of the career of Martin Bisi, who produced my album, Toyshop, as well as produced, recorded, and mixed for many other luminaries besides me (such as: Sonic Youth, Swans, The Dresden Dolls, John Zorn, Bill Laswell, Foetus, Helmet, Boredoms, Herbie Hancock [Rockit], Africa Bambaata, Bootsy Collins and Brian Eno).  In this video, he disintigrates his wall-o-album-covers, representing notable records that he has worked on throughout his years in BC Studio.  The series below may seem long, but it’s really worth a watch if you have any interest in the history of rock and other popular music from the 1980’s to the present day.

And if you liked that, check out Martin’s music video for one of his own songs…

 

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End of tour, selling albums, Zerbinetta, holding your breath

November 5, 2009 at 4:23 am (Uncategorized) (, , , )

Hi everyone!

Just a hodge-podgy update, I guess.  I mean, it’s been wayyy too long.  Except where I posted the Bubblegum Slut review the other day.  Still happy about that!  Hope you’ve all read it!

So, what is up… I finished my tour, it was fun.  I had been sick, and was trying to coax my voice back for a couple reasons- most urgently, to sing an audition with Fargo-Moorhead Opera.  I just barely, barely went through with it.  I wasn’t sure up til the night before (really, the morning of) if I was in good enough condition to sing.  I was still under the weather, but I had my high notes back, so I went through with it.  They even asked for O zittre nicht, which I offered as an alternate (I know small companies do Magic Flute a lot and aren’t such sticklers about voice size for their Queens of the Nights), and that goes up to an F, and my F was totally fine.  Yay!  I gotta say, I was chugging Emergen-C, and I also found that this one Vitamin Water which was vitamin C enhanced, I think it was purple and it was like reduced calorie or something.  I found it to be really soothing on my throat.  So I had a really nice audition with them, and my gig the night before in Fargo was really fun!  It started out with me playing just to one person, but several more drifted in as the show wore on.  I had a really fun time- played everything I knew, and the one kid who was there from the beginning asked me to sing Glitter and be Gay a capella.  (He had asked what my rep was, and wanted to hear it since he’d just started reading Candide.)  It was pretty hilarious.  This one guy in the audience- I hate to say “redneck” ’cause that’s like racist(?)… is there a non-offensive way to say “total hick”?  He said it was so loud I hurt his ears.  I was like, “OPERA WIN!!” I love my life sometimes.  Oh and the one really sweet kid who came to see me on purpose bought my CD.  Yay!

So I’m back, I need to sell wayyyyy more albums.  Who wants to buy one???  Or ten?!?!?  You know you do.  I’m trying to hit up my friends, but I feel bad, especially ’cause it’s usually a matter of people not having money today but they’ll buy it next week, but I don’t want to keep asking again and again.  The simple truth is that since I’m not on any sort of label whatsoever, and am not yet famous, I actually do have to rely largely on people I know to buy my shit.  At least for now.  Oh yeah and you guys.  :)

For the record, it’s still in processing for CDBaby, so the only thing to do for now is to order it by PayPal off my website.  Which is me going to the post office and mailing it to you.  Oh, but if you want a digital download, that you can buy now, on amandawhite.bandcamp.com.  The iTunes thing, still processing, etc, but I get more money anyways if you buy it from bandcamp (and I’m not an expert on these things but I think the sound quality is better too).

So!  We’re in rehearsal for Ariadne auf Naxos.  Today was our first full-opera run.  It was my first time doing any of the second act stuff at all (we had already rehearsed the prologue).  So fun!  People are sounding better than I expected.  Like, I was really worried about the quartet of men (before hearing them), but they are actually really pulling it together.  I managed to impress the cast, but I think that’s because I was doing push-ups between phrases.  Hey, with Zerbinetta you have to be prepared for lots of physical activity!  Even though I doubt they are going to seriously stage it.  It’ll probably be largely a “do whatever you want, just start here and end there” kind of thing.  Nothing that will really knock my breath out- but at least I should be prepared for next time.

SPEAKING OF BREATH.  This is amazing.  Tim Ferriss’s blog (one of my like top 3 favorite blogs in the whole world) teaches you how to hold your breath for ridiculously long times. I got to 3 minutes on my first (bumpy, not sure what to do) try, without even pushing myself until the last like 5 seconds.  (I wasn’t willing to try to really push, as the author had mentioned being fuzzy-headed for a couple days after, but I am curious if I could do better now that I get it…)  But like seriously, I didn’t even start wondering how long it had been til about 2:30.

I wonder what kind of implications this would have for singers.  I’m curious to try it but instead of holding my breath, trying to sustain a tone.  Of course normally in an opera one doesn’t get all that prep time to work up your breathing, but it could still be a really interesting thing to experiment with.

I’ll leave you with that thought.  Everyone have a great night!  See you soon.

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Review in Bubblegum Slut Zine

November 2, 2009 at 10:46 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , )

Buy it here

“Solo singer Amanda White is a curious character- glancing at the photos on her website (the brilliantly monikered notjustanotherprettyvoice.com) of a fresh faced beauty that makes references to opera and has song titles suggesting gothic tendencies (‘Midnight Bride’) as well as an irreverent sense of humour (‘Monica’s Getting Her Tits Done’), you’d be forgiven for thinking that perhaps this artist is one of many influenced by the recent school of quirky ‘punk rock meets classical’ musicians headed up by the likes of Dresden Dolls, Emilie Autumn and Rasputina to name a few. A spin of this CD confirms Amanda’s music is a little more straightforward than that- singing with a voice that is as sweet as the sugar she chants about in opener ‘Midnight Bride’- there are touches of electronica, goth and rock in her music which overall can be described at No Doubt meets Jack of Jill! It might sound strange but Amanda’s beautiful, Kate Bush/Gwen Stefani-like pop vocals mash with light punky, goth-metal tunes to create an alternative sound that is both unusual in the current climate and most captivating. Her blend of alternative pop might just split listener’s opinions straight down the middle, but if Ms White’s live show proves to be as arresting as this record, I’ll be first in line for tickets.”

by Sophia Rawlinson (thank you, Sophia!  I love it!)

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South Dakota

October 6, 2009 at 11:43 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , )

Hello friends and fans! I’m in South Dakota.  No. I’m not playing a gig- I’m just taking a little vacation for me!  I really love going new places, so I decided to take a little (huge) detour from my tour to go to Mount Rushmore.  ‘Cause I’ve never been to South Dakota, and when am I gonna get another chance?

My gig in Chicago was pretty fun.  There wasn’t a big audience but the people who were there were unusually attentive.  My parents, brother (Dan), and some of my mom’s friends came, so I got to sing my songs about boobs and vaginas and sex for my parents yayy but I’m a rockstar whaddaya gonna do?  Danimal sold 2 CDs- a record for me (since my CD release, at least).  Neither of them were full price (I offered “sliding scale”), but I’m just happy to sell them.  It makes me happy!

Yesterday I played in St Paul, Minnesota.  It was pouring rain the entire time, and there was an insanely huge football game on- Packers-Vikings- the farther North I got the more I heard about it on the radio.  So there was like nobody there.  A bunch of people who worked there, and a couple people watching the football game.  There was a local guy playing after me and he sat through my whole set, but decided to bail on playing since there was like no one there and the people who were there were just watching the game.  I played an extra long set just to practice ’til my fingers started to hurt.  Dammit, why aren’t my callouses better by now?  Oh well I still played for well over an hour.  It’s good practice for me.  St Paul-Minneapolis seemed really cool except it was pouring the whole time so I didn’t really see much of it.  I tried today but was thwarted by the rain and by parking meters that only take quarters. wtf parking meters.  Nickels and dimes are money too.  What, are you going to do my laundry in my car while I’m gone? sheesh.

So today I drove across South Dakota.  The rain ended somewhat early on and after that it was a pretty nice drive!  No traffic, open skies, peace and quiet.  I stopped for dinner in Wall, where they have that famous drug store.  My friend Arlen had recommended I go to the drug store, though it was largely closed by the time I got there- like, there was a souvenir shop section open, but the cafe was closed, and I was really hungry, so I went to a bar across the street and had a really good quesedilla.  Met some locals.  Tried a beer called Moose Drool.  It was a really fun little break.

Then I drove the rest of the way to Lead, where my hostel is.  It’s more of a European-style hotel than a hostel- shared bathrooms, but largely private rooms.  It’s a beautiful house, gorgeously decorated.  Best part?  There is snow on the ground!  Fluffy white snow!  It’s so pretty!  I generally do not like the snow, but I haven’t seen any since like February so this is like the first snow of the year for me.  Plus, the town is charming and historic, and the snow looks so pristine and storybookish.  Yes!  Happy.

Tomorrow is my day off to enjoy the Black Hills- see Mount Rushmore, maybe hike or something if the weather looks nice, there is gambling here too, in Deadwood, that’s not my thing of course.  Then Thursday night I go to Fargo to play a gig.  And then it’s back to Chicago with me!

As for my cold, I’m getting better.  I feel a million times better, but my voice is still screwed up.  I’m trying to coax it back- I’m singing Suor Genovieffa next week so I have to be in good shape.

I’m gonna run but I’ll talk to you all later.  Love!

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Album release and tour

October 2, 2009 at 8:06 pm (Music, Travel and Places) (, , , , , , , )

Heyy!  I’m in Des Moines waiting to play at Mars Cafe.  The guy who works here doesn’t know how to set up the PA.  There’s not many people here, but I’ve had worse.

The album release went pretty well.  I had fun of course and we played well.  I was planning for it to be the biggest show of my life so far and it definitely did not come out that way.  I only got a fraction of the audience I expected to, and only sold a fraction of the albums I expected to.  Even a lot of my friends didn’t buy them.  I know times are tough, but that’s why admission was free, you know?  But I was very happy about the people who did come- reduced in number, but you know, you find out who your real friends/fans are.

My tour: my first gig, in Madison WI, was cancelled.  Lame!  I had really wanted to go there.  Then last night I played in Omaha, Nebraska.  I couldn’t find anyone to stay with so I used CouchSurfing.org and found some random person and stayed on his couch.  It was pretty fun.  Now I’m in Des Moines.  I’m sick.  I feel like the flight to Chicago is what made me sick because already when I woke up the next morning I could tell I was coming down with something.  I’ve drunk so much espresso today that I can barely finish the one in front of me.

Omaha seemed like a cool city.  I got there a couple hours before the show, and went in search of coffee, and accidentally stumbled upon a poetry reading.  It was kinda fun for me ’cause I don’t go to stuff like that, but it was really dragging on and I had to sneak out the back door.

I was the headliner at the gig- fancy!  I so do not belong as a headliner in a place I’ve never been where nobody’s ever heard of me- only a few people stayed to hear me.  Being the headliner largely means two things: you play last, and in some cases, you’re in charge of the money.  So the owner gave me all the door money but it was my job to dole it out to the openers.  So in the end I made almost enough to pay for the gas, but I was really depressed that I didn’t sell a single CD or t-shirt, even though I did a really good job.  I mean I know that’s kind of normal, but like, when you go reeeeeeeeeeaallllly out of your way like this, you want some kind of tiny payoff.  Like that show I played in Austin- if it had been a nearby show and I had been in-and-out I would have been ok with making no money, but as I’d driven 15 hours for it and stayed around for like 4 hours just to get paid and didn’t, I was pissed.  But anyways the bar, The Barley Street Tavern, is cool, it’s got a sweet little room that’s kind of like somebody set up a living room lounge in an unfinished basement.

Tomorrow I get to drive back to my parents’ house in Chicago and go to bed.  (Tonight I’m staying with another couchsurfing person- a girl and her sister.)  Then Sunday I play in Chicago.  If I’d had less on my plate I coulda-woulda-shoulda sent a press release to my hometown newspaper, ’cause it’s always nice to be in the paper.  But yeah things have been crazy of course.  OK so then after Chicago I go to Minneapolis (St. Paul actually) for the first time ever!  I’ve been to Minnesota before but not there.  Excited!  Then what i THINK i’m going to do is go to Mt. Rushmore, if I am feeling better and it’s not going to rain the whole time like it has so far.  That will be my little vacation for myself.  Because I’ve never been and I don’t see myself having another chance to go but here I am driving around the Midwest so it seems like a good time!  Then on the way back I am playing a gig in Fargo, North Dakota on 10/08.  My original intention in going to Fargo was to audition for their opera company, but when the Madison gig got cancelled I wanted to make up for it so I added the one in Fargo.  I’m still supposed to audition but we’ll see how my voice is- you know how it is, with the being sick business.

Highlights: Western Iowa is really pretty (windmills!), CouchSurfing.org works, random poetry slam, the State Capitol of Iowa is impressive, DayQuill works, I have almost memorized Zerbinetta in English.

Better go, ttyl!

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Oh yeah I’m also doing opera

September 15, 2009 at 12:23 am (Uncategorized)

I’m so tired!  So, I told you about the rock stuff.  I’m also doing opera stuff.

Remember I was maybe supposed to do Ariadne auf Naxos but I wasn’t really sure?  ‘Cause Brooklyn Repertory Opera promised to produce it for me three years ago, but then it kept getting pushed further and further back?  Well several weeks ago I found out IT’S ON.  Thanks to a little research from me, we located a score in English, which was one of the big issues- they ONLY do stuff in English.  I was horrified that they wanted to do this in English, but actually the translation is pretty good!  What a relief.  Except, they’ve only given us half the translation so far.  And the show is in December.  Um, they know this is a hard opera right?  I know I can handle anything they throw at me, but I hope the rest of the cast is up to the task.  And I don’t mean that as a knock on anyone- I don’t know who else is cast.  There hasn’t been a list posted or sent out, and I haven’t bothered to ask.  It’s just, you know, there’s always somebody in every cast who doesn’t know their music, especially at this level of company, and considering how difficult it is I’m nervous that it will be many people.

So I’ve been basically practicing two hours a day trying to learn Zerbinetta.  It’s HARD!!!  And it’s not like I haven’t worked on it before.  It’s not new to me.  I’ve spent quite a lot of time on it, actually.  But you get so far, and it takes TIME to get through each phrase, you can’t just sight-read it, or I can’t- and then you get stuck on a really hard part and maybe you work on it for a couple days and then you have a performance or a role or an audition or something else that you need to work on, and you put it away.  So I worked on it plenty in the past but didn’t fully get anywhere.

So now I’m finally really forced to memorize it.  It’s quite a long role!!  I don’t think most people have seen the opera, or are really familiar with much of it besides Zerbinetta’s and Harlequin’s arias. maybe the Zerbinetta-Composer duet or some of Ariadne’s music.  It’s a really hard, long role.  Like, you know Zerbinetta’s aria?  That’s like the hardest and longest aria ever?  The whole role is like that.  The recits, the duet, the ensembles.  So it’s been a priority project.  Like, “Sorry I can’t exercise/hang out/work because I have to learn this.”  It’s coming along great.  I’m very close to memorized, except the first half in English and the second half in German.

I don’t even know when rehearsals start.

Also, I’m doing Suor Angelica next month.  This is something with friends that’s been being tossed around- a friend is putting it together for someone else to do Angelica, and I volunteered my services.  I don’t know what role I’ll be doing yet- they want me as Genovieffa but they already promised it to someone else so they have to see if they’re still gonna do it, otherwise I’ll do 1st Cercatrice like I did at New York Grand Opera. Either way I’m doing Genovieffa this Spring in Harrisburg.  Yay!  I love opera.

Also opera?  You have to read my interview with Natalie Dessay!! Unlike most of my CS articles, you can read this one online for free, even if you’re not a subscriber.  I’m not sure if it’s just for September that you can read it without being a subscriber, so get on it now! :)

Everything else has been small.  I need to actually do some auditions this year.  I kind of haven’t really the last couple of years.

See ya later!

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